Friday, March 13, 2026

This Is Who I Am

Jolena and the boys were looking for someone to join them in a game of cards. They needed at least four people for the game they wanted to play for it to be fun, and Emil had come up with a way they could hold the cards more easily.

He wanted to try it out. They found Mariah sitting in front of the mirror in the bathroom, trying on a scarf.

"What are you doing," Jolena asked.

"I'm trying to see how I would look in a hijab (HIH-jub)," Mariah replied.

"What is a hijab?" Billy asked, moving around behind Jolena so he could see Mariah.

"It's a special kind of scarf to wear on your head," Mariah explained. "I wish I could see how it looks in the back," she added.

"One of us could hold up another mirror," Emil suggested. "Then you can see the back."

The dolls looked in the drawers to see if they could find a small mirror one of them could hold.

While they were looking, Pippa appeared in the doorway. "What are you doing?" she asked.

"We're looking for a small mirror," Billy told her. "Mariah wants to see how her hijab looks from the back." 

"What's a hijab?" Pippa asked.

"It's a scarf to wear on your head," Emil replied.

"It's a special kind of scarf," Mariah corrected. "It's for older girls and ladies to wear, not boys."

"That's interesting," Pippa said, "and it's pretty. Hey, I know where there's a small mirror," she added.


Then Pippa ran off, returning after a couple of minutes with the small mirror she remembered when she had looked through the drawers and cabinets in the other bathroom. "Here," she said after she climbed up to where they were. "Try this."

Pippa handed the mirror to Jolena, who held it up for Mariah, so she could see the back of her head. In the small mirror, Mariah could see her face and the reflection (re-FLEK-shun) of the big mirror showing the back of her head.

"Are you dressing up for a costume party?" Pippa asked as Mariah turned her head from side to side to see how she looked from the back.

"No," Mariah replied. "I just wanted to see how I would look in a hijab. You see, real human girls who believe the way I do and go to the mosque (MOSK) to worship on Fridays can wear a hijab when they get old enough if they want."

"Will you do that when you get old enough?" Pippa asked.

"I'll never be old enough," Mariah said. "Dolls never grow up. Remember? I just wanted to see how it would look."

"But I've seen grown-up dolls," Pippa said. "They wear high heels and lipstick and everything, like grown-up human ladies."

"Yes," Mariah agreed, "but those dolls start out grown-up."

The dolls all thought about that.

"But why would you want to cover your beautiful hair?" Jolena asked. 


"Well," Mariah explained, "I might want to do it so other dolls would look at my face and not just my hair. It also would tell them something about me before I even say anything. They would know that I'm a girl who is part of a special group."

Jolena still looked puzzled.

"Look," Mariah went on. "It's like your helmet. Why do you wear a helmet when you ski?" she asked Jolena.

"Skiers wear helmets to protect their heads," Jolena said, "because they sometimes fall and can hit their heads."

"But you're a doll," Mariah pointed out. "If you didn't wear a helmet and you fell the wrong way, you might get some scratches in your vinyl, but you wouldn't hurt your doll brain."

"Oh, I think I see!" Jolena exclaimed. "I wear a helmet so everyone knows I'm a skier! They know that before they even talk to me. I love that I'm a skier. I want everyone to know that! It's an important part of who I am!"

"They will still know you're pretty," Pippa said, looking at Mariah. "I think you look lovely in a hijab."

"Well, we don't want to wear hijabs," Billy said, turning to Emil. "We don't, do we, Emil? Not that there's anything wrong with them, but hijabs are for girls. We boys have our own kind of head covering that shows that we are boys. That's what we want everyone to know about us!"

"You mean our wigs?" Emil inquired.


Billy nodded. That was exactly what he meant.

The two boys smiled at each other. At least, they pretended to smile, but their faces are vinyl and don't move. The dolls all knew they were smiling, though. They knew that Billy and Emil were glad everyone could tell they were boys. It was an important part of who they were.

"Now," Jolena observed, "we have enough dolls to play the card game that takes at least four, so if Mariah or Pippa will join us...or better yet, both of you!"

Mariah left her hijab on her head while they played cards. It was fun to pretend to be a real grownup girl.

Emil discovered that it was difficult to pull the cards out of his new card holder. It held up the game, but the other dolls didn't mind. It was fun to watch him use his new invention. 

New and different things can be interesting.

Cast--
Jolena: Götz Happy Kidz Lena in Aspen
Mariah: Götz Happy Kidz Mariah, "Chosen" from My Doll Best Friend
Billy: Götz Happy Kidz Lily at London
Emil: Götz Happy Kidz Emilia
Pippa: Götz Little Kidz Lotta

You can follow The Doll's Storybook here.
Do you have questions or comments for us? Would you like to order an autographed copy of one of our books? You can email us at thedollsstorybook@icloud.com.

Note: No dolls were harmed during production of this blog. All dolls shown are Götz Happy Kidz, Classic Kidz or Little Kidz. If you like these stories and are willing, please make a donation of any amount to St. Jude Children's Research Hospital or any organization that supports pediatric cancer research and treatment. We are not affiliated with St. Jude in any way other than these donations.

"The Doll's Storybook" is not affiliated with Gotz Dolls USA Inc. or Götz Puppenmanufaktur International GmbH.
Watch for the next story each Friday afternoon at 1:00 PM Pacific Time.

Do you like our stories? Some of them are available in print:

The stories in Mariah: Stories from The Doll's Storybook are Being LittleBesties and Distraction.

The stories in Emil: Stories from The Doll's Storybook are Best BudsGetting What You Want and The Boys Cook Dinner.

The stories in Classic Tales Retold: Stories from The Doll's Storybook are Little Green GreatcoatThe Boy Doll Who Cried Wolf and Lost in the Woods.

Our book of poems, Our Favorite Verses: Poems from The Doll's Storybook includes Valentine's DayKeeping PetsBack to School, Victor the VultureThe Week Before Christmas, Insomnia and Veronika's Vocabulary Verses.

The stories in More Classic Tales Retold: Stories from The Doll's Storybook are Welcoming a StrangerThe RescueUnmaskedFuzzy Town––A Play and Sky Blue.

Available now from BookBaby and other booksellers: Billy: Stories from The Doll's Storybook. The Stories in Billy: Stories from The Doll's Storybook are Talking About BoysChangesShhhhh!Staying After and Money in a Jar.


If you don't get free shipping from Amazon or B&N, buy from the BookBabyBookshop, because 50% of the price goes to St. Jude. Other booksellers pay much less, because the vendor gets a cut. The Writer's author's page at Book Baby is here. Scroll down and click on any of the books that interest you. Find our books at Barbara's Bookstore as well, or ask your library to get them for you.

Note: This blog post was produced on the iPad and the MacBook, using the iPhone for some photos and some photo processing. No other computer was used in any stage of composition or posting, and no Windows were opened, waited for, cleaned or broken. No animals or dolls were harmed during the production of this blog post.

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Friday, March 6, 2026

The Itsy-Bitsy Spider

“They’re here!” Pippa exclaimed from the windowsill, where she and Pam had been watching.

By the time the two dolls had climbed down from the windowsill, Mariah and Charlotte were already coming in through the front door.

Charlotte put down her violin case, and Mandy offered to take the girls’ coats.

“How did it go?” Billy asked. 

“Did everyone like your performance?” Jolena wanted to know, not waiting for them to answer, because she was basically asking the same thing as Billy.

“We got through it with no mistakes,” Mariah replied. “They applauded for us.” 

“It was a very easy piece,” said Charlotte, who often plays much more complicated music on her violin, “but it’s fun, and they seemed to enjoy it.”

“I think,” Mariah added, “the students really liked the discussion that went along with our song.”

“I wish I could have been there,” Emil said wistfully.

“Yeah,” Billy agreed. “They should have had it in the auditorium instead of in Ms. Smith’s classroom. Then we all could have been there and watched.”

“And taken part in the discussion,” Emil said. 

The dolls knew that it had been a special event. Ms. Smith had wanted to teach her class how to look for the meaning in poems and songs, and talking about the song afterwards would have been more difficult with a large audience. Some students might feel shy about speaking out with so many dolls listening, and everyone should have a chance to take part.

Charlotte and Mariah looked at each other. They both had the same thought. (That happens sometimes with close friends.)

“We can do it again,” Charlotte offered, “right here.”

“Yes!” Mariah agreed. “We can do it at the bottom of the stairs. We’ve done that before, I mean, we can use it as a theater. That way, everyone can sit on the stairs, just like the seats in the auditorium. Everyone can see and hear,.”

Charlotte nodded. She said, “I remember how the teacher got the discussion started.”

“How about right now,” Mandy suggested. 

“I’ll go get the others,” Billy said. “Everyone is here.” By that, he meant that all the dolls in the family were home, and Nico, Pauly and Olivia were all visiting. The others were up in the workroom with Veronika, drawing and coloring. They would have almost as many in the audience as Ms. Smith had in her class!

When they were all settled on the stairs, and Charlotte had her violin out of its case and checked the tuning, they began. Charlotte had asked Mariah to do the singing, because her mouth is open just enough for her to sing. Charlotte’s mouth is closed, so she can only sing in her head or hum. Mariah would sing as Charlotte played the tune. She looked at Charlotte, who nodded that she was ready to play.

Mariah made motions with her hands for each line of the song. “The itsy-bitsy spider went up the water spout.” As she sang the first line, Mariah touched the forefinger of one hand to the thumb of the other and then twisted her hands so she could touch the forefinger of the other hand to the other thumb.

“Down came the rain and washed the spider out.” Mariah held out her hands in front of her and wiggled her fingers to mimic the rain.

“Out came the sun and dried up all the rain.” Mariah waved her arms in the air like a rainbow.

“So the itsy-bitsy spider climbed up the spout again.” Mariah repeated the forefinger-thumb motion.

Charlotte put her violin away safely in its case. “Now for the discussion,” she said. “What do you think the song means to you?”

“The teacher said there are no wrong answers,” Mariah assured them, so they wouldn't be afraid to answer. “Each doll might see something different in a poem or song, but it should make you think or feel something,” she explained.

Pippa raised her hand, just as she would in school. When Charlotte nodded to her to speak, she said, “I think the song tells us that spiders like to live in water spouts.”

“Maybe bugs crawl into water spouts,” Pauly said, not bothering to hold his hand up and not waiting to be called on. “I learned that spiders like to eat bugs.”

“Yes,” Nico agreed. “Spiders spin a web, and the bugs get caught in it. Then the spider pounces on the bug and wraps it up in its web thread to save for later. Yum!”

“Ew!” exclaimed Olivia. “Bugs are disgusting! I think the spider should have just knocked on the door and asked us for something to eat.”

“I think the spider should have found a better place to live, a nice, protected space, like under the porch,” Pam said. “A water spout is where all the rainwater from the gutters around the roof comes out. It will just happen again! The spider didn’t learn anything from getting washed out by the rain.”

“I feel sorry for the spider,” Emil said sadly. “It must have a hard life, just waiting for a bug to come and get caught, only to have its web destroyed by all that water.”

“That must be one tough spider,” Billy put in. “It didn’t give up. It just climbed back up inside the spout. Maybe the song means not to give up, but to keep trying...to have hope. 


“I’ve noticed,” Veronika observed, “that everyone seems to care about the spider’s well-being. The song makes us identify (ay-DENT-ih-fy) with the spider. That means we see ourselves in the spider. We imagine what it must be like to be the spider. Everyone sees something different,” Veronika went on,  “because we're all different. Like the spider, we have things we like to do because of who we are,” she pointed to Pippa. 


“We do things to get what we want or need,” she went on, pointing to Pauly.


“We imagine the spider taking care of its needs, like getting food, and that the spider things bugs are tasty,” she went on, gesturing to Nico.


“We don’t all like the same things to pretend to eat,” Veronika pointed to Olivia, “so we might disagree with the spider about eating bugs. 


“We know we need to learn from our mistakes,” she continued, gesturing to Pam, “but we don’t always.”


“Life can be hard,” Veronika said, looking at Emil, “especially if we don’t make the right choices.”

“Some things are a struggle,” she pointed out, waving a hand at Billy, “but if we keep at it, maybe things will get better if we have hope and don't give up.”

“Some dolls don’t like spiders,” Mandy said. “Some spiders are poisonous and use something called venom (VEH-num) to protect themselves or to kill their prey. Because of that, some dolls are frightened of spiders, although we don’t have to worry about spiders biting us. Only human people need to worry about what kind of spider it is and whether it has venom or not.”

“Well,” Veronika said then, “The Writer says spiders don’t belong in the house. She catches them safely, using a jar and a postcard. She puts the jar over the spider, trapping it inside. Then she slides the card gently under the spider, so the spider has to stay inside the jar. Then she carries the jar, still holding the card in place. She takes it outside where she finds a nice place for them to set up housekeeping, maybe not in a water spout.”

“That’s because she knows spiders are good to have around,” Mandy agreed, “because they capture and eat bugs that bite human people or eat plants. Spiders are an important part of nature.”

“I like spiders,” Jolena said, remembering the very first story in The Doll’s Storybook, the one in which she met a spider and had a conversation with it. “A spider was in the very first story with me. He was my costar (KOH-star),” she said.

At the top of the stairs, that same spider was listening in and feeling very important. This spider is allowed to stay in the house, because, like the dolls, he is a toy.




Cast--
Veronika: Götz Classic Kidz Vroni
Mandy: Götz Happy Kidz Katie 2015
Jolena: Götz Happy Kidz Lena in Aspen
Charlotte: Götz Happy Kidz Anna in Paris
Mariah: Götz Happy Kidz Mariah, "Chosen" from My Doll Best Friend
Billy: Götz Happy Kidz Lily at London
Emil: Götz Happy Kidz Emilia
Pippa: Götz Little Kidz Lotta
Pauly: Götz Little Kidz Paul
Nico: Götz Hannah-Zoé at the Ballet
Pam: Götz Little Kidz Springtime, from My Doll Best Friend
Olivia: Götz Happy Kidz Ayelet, "Chosen" from My Doll Best Friend
The Spider: Himself

Find out more about the song here.
The Writer says that when she was a little girl her father taught her a song called “Loudly Brays the Donkey.” He took her to a friend's home and let her sing into a machine that made a record of her voice singing the song. It was a vinyl record, long before digital recording devices.That song had the same tune as “The Itsy-Bitsy Spider.”

Want to read the story about Jolena and the spider? You can read it here.

You can follow The Doll's Storybook here.
Do you have questions or comments for us? Would you like to order an autographed copy of one of our books? You can email us at thedollsstorybook@icloud.com.

Note: No dolls were harmed during production of this blog. All dolls shown are Götz Happy Kidz, Classic Kidz or Little Kidz. If you like these stories and are willing, please make a donation of any amount to St. Jude Children's Research Hospital or any organization that supports pediatric cancer research and treatment. We are not affiliated with St. Jude in any way other than these donations.

"The Doll's Storybook" is not affiliated with Gotz Dolls USA Inc. or Götz Puppenmanufaktur International GmbH.
Watch for the next story each Friday afternoon at 1:00 PM Pacific Time.

Do you like our stories? Some of them are available in print:

The stories in Mariah: Stories from The Doll's Storybook are Being LittleBesties and Distraction.

The stories in Emil: Stories from The Doll's Storybook are Best BudsGetting What You Want and The Boys Cook Dinner.

The stories in Classic Tales Retold: Stories from The Doll's Storybook are Little Green GreatcoatThe Boy Doll Who Cried Wolf and Lost in the Woods.

Our book of poems, Our Favorite Verses: Poems from The Doll's Storybook includes Valentine's DayKeeping PetsBack to School, Victor the VultureThe Week Before Christmas, Insomnia and Veronika's Vocabulary Verses.

The stories in More Classic Tales Retold: Stories from The Doll's Storybook are Welcoming a StrangerThe RescueUnmaskedFuzzy Town––A Play and Sky Blue.

Available now from BookBaby and other booksellers: Billy: Stories from The Doll's Storybook. The Stories in Billy: Stories from The Doll's Storybook are Talking About BoysChangesShhhhh!Staying After and Money in a Jar.


If you don't get free shipping from Amazon or B&N, buy from the BookBabyBookshop, because 50% of the price goes to St. Jude. Other booksellers pay much less, because the vendor gets a cut. The Writer's author's page at Book Baby is here. Scroll down and click on any of the books that interest you. Find our books at Barbara's Bookstore as well, or ask your library to get them for you.

Note: This blog post was produced on the iPad and the MacBook, using the iPhone for some photos and some photo processing. No other computer was used in any stage of composition or posting, and no Windows were opened, waited for, cleaned or broken. No animals or dolls were harmed during the production of this blog post.

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This Is Who I Am

Jolena and the boys  were looking for someone to join them in a game of cards. They needed at least four people for the game they wanted to ...